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About Me Member Pornographic Connoisseur acandyrazorbladeFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Years
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[[MY CONFESSION]]

Tue Apr 6, 2004, 11:45 PM
because I'm diluted and...
*perfectly flawed*
I shall
live by passion and...
not by law
and I'm
.:.insecure.:. ...
I need aggression

to
feed the spiders
of perception
and I'm
supposed to be strong
and have
all the answers

a cannibal
in the
new church of cancer
but I'm
nothing special
I'm not unique
I have
many secrets
and I
eat the weak

and i'm
at an end
i'm at an end .....
and there's ...
NO WAY OUT!!

I need to find my sanctuary
..... someplace safe
gotta get this outta me
..... this is my escape

and I
**think** about it
all the time
I'm volatile
and
afraid to cry
but I'm
still not comfortable
in my skin
and the
anesthetics slowly
wearing thin

and I
need to talk to
someone new

I need a different
latitude
and I'm
in this void
all alone!

feeling needy
... hungry to grow
but I'm
(((suffocating)))
-- can't come down
and .... no ....
THERE'S NO WAY OUT!!!

I need to find my [[[[sanctuary]]]]
.... someplace safe
gotta get this outta me!
.... THIS IS MY ESCAPE!!!
all I see is sadness
all I see is sadness
what's left?
this will teach them.
this will teach them,
......you've got to......
push.
Push.
PUSH....
YOUR WAY OUT!!!
FOLLOW ME!
FOLLOW ME!
THIS IS YOUR WAY OUT!!

you are not alone

This is where I hide my power
This is where I become free
This is where I take control
and slowly choke your fantasies
I want to know my day is coming
See my enemies be punished
Shed my skin again
This will be my best revenge!!

SHED MY SKIN AGAIN
THIS WILL BE MY BEST REVENGE!

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Palmdale, California. Southern Cali. Middle of nowhere. Meth capital of the world.
  • Interests: Music. Writing. Art. Photography. Makeup. Piercing. Clothing.
  • Favourite movie: Requiem For A Dream. Girl, Interrupted.
  • Favourite band or musician: Evanescence / Amy Lee. My idol and inspiration.
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock. Metal. Emo. Screamo. Hardcore. Pop punk. Punk.
  • Favourite artist: Jhonen Vasquez. Matt Groening.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Nicole Blackman.
  • Favourite photographer: Betty Cobb did amazing work with Nicole Blackman.
  • Favourite style of art: It's all good somehow.
  • Operating System: Whatever works.
  • MP3 player of choice: I'm a lame-o. I don't have one.
  • Shell of choice: Chocolate XD
  • Wallpaper of choice: Evanescence. Atreyu. Bleeding Through. Personal pics.
  • Skin of choice: Doesn't matter.
  • Favourite game: DDR! :D
  • Favourite gaming platform: Playstation, cause it has DDR!
  • Favourite cartoon character: Stewie from Family Guy. GIR! ZIM! :D
  • Personal Quote: "LIE to me. Convince me I've been SICK forever. All of this. Will make SENSE when I get BETTER&
  • Tools of the Trade: My hands are all I really need.

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Comments


:iconlostling:
Beautiful gallery, Lovely...well everything. And I have to ask you, That journal, where have I heard thoes words before? They sound so familar.

Jeremy...
:iconkamikazemission:
You've got some cool stuff here, cool that i add you to friends list?
:iconacandyrazorblade:
Quite alright, indeed. <3 added back.

--
All the little pieces falling, shatter.
Shards of me,
Too sharp to put back together.
Too small to matter,
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch her,
And I bleed...
:iconsilverstein989:
Your a cutie :pacman: ...that has nothing to do with anything, I just never used that one before
:iconnortherain:
Hm...i think I made a mistake.I was thinking about someone else.Rofl...yeah...go me

--
Ravekult
:iconnortherain:
I just noticed.You like groening? Awesome!I havent met anyone else up till now.The guy is awesome!

--
Ravekult
:iconmagicrulez:
Hello!!! welcome to DA!!!
Nice gallery have you here!!!! :wow:
:iconacandyrazorblade:
SUCCESS!! VICTORY IS MINE!!!!

--
All the little pieces falling, shatter.
Shards of me,
Too sharp to put back together.
Too small to matter,
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch her,
And I bleed...
:iconacandyrazorblade:
Will it work, will it work huh huh TELL MEEEE!!!!

--
All the little pieces falling, shatter.
Shards of me,
Too sharp to put back together.
Too small to matter,
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch her,
And I bleed...
:iconpuppetofsock:
hey hey!
nice gallery here...
you caught me with the green eyes:P
oh...
and welcome to DA...

--
I'm getting too old for new drugs...

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